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  1. Please shut up. Please shut it up and let me know that this is your fault. I am not asking you to shut up. I am asking you to shut up now. Please shut up. I will always stand up for you. I'm sure you will. I will never go back to you. I will never go back to you and I will never look at you again. Stop being such a bad mother, stop being such a bad sister, stop being such a bad sister. You have no right. You've never been a mother. And your words, your actions have never been a mother. You've never been a friend. Because you were the only one I was in love with and I wanted to be you as a mother. I wanted to be a sister, and I wanted to be you as my baby. And so many times I felt like I needed to tell you one thing, and I wanted you to say this as often as you could, and I wanted to hear your words. I was so bad at it. I wanted you to be the one I was with as a child. Because you're not my mother anymore. You're the one I was with as a child. And you're the one I will never have with you. Do you not care about other people? What is this about me? You are not my mother? You are not my brother? You are not my mom? You are not my sister? What is it that you want to do to me? I am sick of you. I want you to know this. I want you to know this will never stop, you are not going anywhere, you have to stop and tell us what you want to, tell us right now. I want you to understand. I want you to know to your soul that you are no longer a monster. You are no longer a demon, you are a man. We are a human race, your only true self is to fight back. Be strong for us to survive. I'm not going to be a hero. I'm not going to get in trouble for the way you make me feel. Then the only reason you're here is you're a bad person. And the only reason you're here is now because I'm a bad person. Hey I am very sorry for what you have done!' I want to scream. I want to scream at the police and in front of a million people and yell you're a criminal! Get you in jail. We need to stop you from continuing to live as a criminal. We need you to understand, we do need you so I am not the 'bad guy.' I am the guy who has to step out of his comfort zone. I believe that I know what they want to hear about you for this. I trust you. I am looking forward to hearing back. I'm glad to hear it. My mother told me she's afraid of you, because she's always been afraid of you. You are so weak. This is my mother, she knows. Now, your mother thinks it's wrong of her to say, 'If you are the bad guy, then no one will care about you.' Now, you are not. So you are not who you say you are and you are not who you say you are, and you are, yes, I am sorry but I cannot let that stand because you are so beautiful. You are so beautiful. They are not my friends. I know, just look at that image. YOU ARE NOT SORRY FOR JUST SINGING THIS. PLEASE STOP. THIS IS NOT YOUR FAULT. YOU WILL NOT GET ANY HELP. PLEASE STOP. You are being stupid. You know you are stupid!' This would be the exact moment someone could have said something like: 'You are not stupid enough to know a thing.' When you could have said the exact same thing, you would have had an extra 20 minutes to get to your goal. If you only got 10 minutes to get over 10, you probably would have left in tears.This is not an apology. You need to make an apology. When I was growing up, you would sit in front of me when I talked. understand that there is nothing wrong with your life. You have done good and you have been a great person. I'm an adult. You're a child. I want to yell this at you at your home. You're a human being. You're a human being! You're even a child! I want to scream at you at my home, I want to yell at you at the top of your lungs at the top of your ass. I'm your child! I have a right to be angry with you. I have my own right to be angry with you. And I am my own child, I have my own right to scream at this woman at my home.  You deserve to be held accountable in the eyes of the law. You never hurt anybody, you never harmed anybody, you never robbed anybody. You were just a bad person. Go.You do NOT have a right to your body. You are evil. You do NOT deserve to be here. If you want me to get out of here, I will get out of here. Your whole world will be destroyed! I am so angry at you. I want to get you on the phone and say the police are on our block! I am so angry at the police. I want to get that phone number and say, 'I just got caught trying to do this to your family. I will pay it back. I'm sorry.' And he would get off me. I will do that. And then I would have to say, 'OK, you have to pay me back with your money.' There I am. But you know, this is just a case of how you treat people. I will do everything I can to stop you from doing this to your family. But that's not enough. We will have to go after that criminal who has brought this on a public street or someone who is taking it seriously. We will have to take him out of jail. And I was going to take that kid off the street. You're not good at talking about yourself. I want you to stop talking about me. Stop talking about me. Stop. STOP. Stop. I'm the dumbest man on Earth. I could do my own thing. Please, please tell me you're not racist!' And you do not. When I see you in that way and I think, 'Oh, that's the way you're going to look at me,' I'm just furious. I know I'm getting the same answer: I'm not racist. A lot of you are. I'm not doing what you're doing. And I'm upset right now. I think the whole world is not on my side. I'm not going to win. I'm not going to be able to play baseball. I'm not going to be able to be on a team. I want to play in the National League. It's just about putting a dollar on baseball. And I am going to do it. It will make your life hell. How will you say that to me? We are friends. We are brothers? I want to see you get off your phone and be your own man. I want to hear you say something to someone. And you can do whatever you want, and I have plenty of time to do it. You will kill people and get away with it because it is a social experiment.You're a thief, baby.' And it happens. I'll call you to go to your bank, to get to the place where you're supposed to be, to pay for the food with my gold, or to buy the books with the gold on them. I'll talk to you and tell you what a jerk you are. You need to be ashamed of the way you act, the way you behave, because I'll tell you everything. You need it all. Because you're a thief. And you've got to know it, you know. I am the president of the United States of America. We are not going to make you angry. You can take me in. We're not going to start you arguing about this thing. And we're not going to start you whining about it. I will get rid of you. I lose this argument.  You need another chance to take care of your own needs. And I promise you, if you have one, you will not sit back and let this happen. You can talk to me. You can tell me what I should do. And I will always be there for you. And if you need another chance, you can always go back to your home in Phoenix to do it with me. I feel angry that you have hurt me, and I want you to apologize. I want to ask for some privacy, and I want to help you. Why are we talking? I am angry with you for being good.' You are not good enough for this country. You are not good enough for the American people. You are not good enough for the United States. You are not good enough for the people of this country that are working overtime to protect our rights and freedoms. Hahaha! At YOU. This is your fault. You are stupid. You know you are stupid. I am stupid. You. Why did you send me these letters?' I understand my brother is dead. My brother was a real soldier. He came back from war and he was just like you. You sent him letters. Now this is the problem. I have to do it! You did not say that I would send you letters! What a stupid idea. Why would you tell me that I can help you if I only read? What a stupid idea. You were the one who sent me these letters and I will never learn about you because you're a spy. Are you not going to get rid of me when I tell you I will take care of you, sir? You, sir, are an idiot.
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